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Thursday, December 15th, 2005
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I guess so. Well then good bye you guys it was nice roleplaying with y'all. If you want to get ahold of me my personal journal is Hobogloveluv just comment saying who you are. Hey if you still want to rp over aim DelxRossi well still be on ((is using that for other rps)) or you can contact me on my sn Agentpaper1220 bye you guys!
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Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
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So I've finally got all of my clothes unpacked and my computer set up! Everything has fallen into place. I love it here, I've never felt so safe for a lack of a better word. I love being able to wake up with Dylan, I'm in such a good mood. I visited ma today, that was nice well 'cept for my dad refusing to see me. What ever it's his choice if he wants me in his life or not. Well I'm gonna make some dinner before I hit the books. Leave some love.
Your beloved ~*M*~a~*R*~c~*O*~
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Monday, December 5th, 2005
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So this is how it feels to truly be home? I moved into Dylan's place yesterday, it's amusing how I thought i had alot of stuff. I didn't even have to make a second trip. But this morning was nice 'cause i got to wake up with Dylan there next to me. Though I didn't get very much sleep last night, my subconcious hasn't been treating my too kindly the past week or so. My dreams are slowly getting more vivid and at the same time worse. For now I'll just shrug it off. Things are going too well for me to let a dream scare me. Oh I almost forgot, I told Ellie about her Christmas present yesterday. I think she was pleasantly suprised. I've been saving up for 2 years to get her this and it's going to be amazing! A week in Paris with her favorite person ever to be created. Well this'll certainly be interesting... in about a month Ellie and I in the city of lights, I can see many ways that we could scare France for life. anywho I've got to go my study teacher is about to flip. o_o;;;;
P.S. I love you Dylan!!!
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Thursday, December 1st, 2005
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| Subject: | Hey! |
| Time: | Thursday
December 1st, 2005 |
| Mood: |  accomplished. |
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Pirates Of Penzance at Degrassi Highschool! Friday December 2nd Saturday December 3rd at 7:30! Tickets are on sale an hour before the show. Adults: $9 and Children: $6. Be there or be square! You have to come see it I even got a part. I mean c'mon who doesn't love pirates?!?!?!
Ok so now that thats overwith here's my real entry.
I'm moving in with Dylan! I've already started packing the important stuff. I've been very slow with the packing because everything right now is so surreal. I can't believe that I get to live with Dylan. If I was to die right now I'd be the happiest person on earth. But yea how about I dont die right now, that would be rather depressing. So I have to get back to packing if I ever want to finish before this year is over.
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Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
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So, today so far has been crappy. I decided to skip school today... there’s no way in hell I would of been able to survive Degrassi today. I guess I should start with this morning.
I woke up sometime after Dylan left for school... I was already a little late for school but eh w/e a tardy wouldn’t kill me. I was right about to head out the door but when I opened it guess who was standing there??? My father, he had come back from his trip early and apparently got my note to my mother before she did. I don't even know how he found out where Dylan lived I didn’t have time to figure that out either. He just turned around and I knew automatically that I was wanted back home for one of our “family meetings.” I don't mind them unless I’m the reason they’re started. The last one we had was when my dad first found out about Dylan. My dad has nothing against me being gay (( err well atleast I think he doesn’t.)) It’s just that he’s uncomfortable with me dating someone in college. It’s not like I’m only a freshmen in high school. It’s not really that bad. Ok back to the story. I made sure everything was locked and that i had a key so if I needed to I could come back in. Finally I got home and there were my mum and dad sitting in the kitchen waiting for me. After an hour of talking about what’s going on with me, and my dad yet again trying to make it so I cant see Dylan I gave up. He wouldn’t even listen to my side of the story. He just kept on yelling and saying all these suspiciousions that he had. They were all bullshit!!!!!! Complete and utter bullshit, I can’t even figure out where he could of gotten any of these things from. He says that I shouldn’t be having sex with any guys older than I am. I’m still a virgin, the only thing close to sex I’ve done is… well no I wont go into that. I haven’t even looked at porn!!!! I finally just got up and left, after I told them that I’m moving out. All I need to do is talk to Dylan and find out a date when I can. Than I’m free from this hell hole! But for now I’m back at Dylan’s being bored out of my mind. Merf
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Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
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I laugh at gravity! I'm walking on air right now! I saw Dylan today and god do I feel better. I'm acctually at his apartment right now. I snuck onto his computer 'cause he fell asleep. ::Sighs:: I love him so much ^^. Just laying with him tonight melted away all of my problems. But he reacted alot better than Paige did... I wonder if she'll talk to me yet. She didn't seem too happy with me last night. But eh ::shrugs:: Dylan was hurt that I didn't come to him instead of ***ing. I wont go into what I did here. But instead he just held me and told me he wasn't mad at me. I can't even begin to explain how much that meant to me. So we got to talking about what we could to so this doesn't happen again, and me being my sneaky self suggested moving in with him. He said he's fine with that... but we have to talk to my parents. Dear god I dont want to have to do that. O_o;;;;;;;; I cant wait till I get to live with him, until I can wake up to him every morning... that'll be amazing. Well now I have to go snuggle up to the man I love. Good Night.
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So I met up with Paige last night at the Dot. I've missed that girl alot, I haven't talked to her for a while. But last nights conversation wasn't too much fun. She's been wanting to know what's been wrong with me for the past few weeks, lets just say she wasn't to happy when I told/showed her whats been going on. I dont even know if she's still talking to me. I know I should tell Dylayn... I'm just afraid that he'll have the same reaction as Paige did. I dont think I'd be abe to deal with him not talking to me. ::sigh:: Fine, Dylan I need to talk to you at some point this week... I wont be here this weekend so, if you know any day you'd be able to talk just let me know ok?
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Sunday, November 27th, 2005
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| Subject: | Ugh |
| Time: | Sunday
November 27th, 2005 |
| Mood: |  Hangovers suck!. |
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Gah... remind me never in my life to get that drunk every again! My room is dystroyed now. All my posters are in a torn up pile at the foot of my bed. My clotches are everywhere, god it looks like a tornado struck in here. o_o;;;; Oh ew I gotta go before I pass out. I hate hangovers. >.
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Saturday, November 26th, 2005
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| Subject: | Wow |
| Time: | Saturday
November 26th, 2005 |
| Mood: |  Drunk. |
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Sooooo.... what to say what to say. Wow everything is spijnkmng...((spinning))* I can barley even tpy3((type)). I am sooooooo0000000000ooo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o drunk right nw() ((now)) reawufdbjkvn. Eh heh I love it. I've been kinder oudda ((outta)) w@k soooo0o0o0o0o I thought I'd droiuhjnjkmnw ((drown)) my sorrow type thingies. Wow so my keyhsbn ((keys)) are makeing me dizzyhb now BYESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!
* My translation of the messed up words.
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Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
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| Subject: | Hey |
| Time: | Wednesday
November 23rd, 2005 |
| Mood: |  bored. |
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Wow, so this has deffinitly been a boring week. It really sucks, school has been boring drama rehursals suck. Gah! Thankfull there's no school for the rest of the week.
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Monday, November 14th, 2005
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| Subject: | HEY! |
| Time: | Monday
November 14th, 2005 |
| Mood: | artistic. |
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I'm back and feeling much much better! My family decided to take a random vacation to the states. It was nice... awkward but nice. I got to hang around and go shopping. I feel so much better now than I did last week. I guess I really needed a break from everything. So now I'll be back to normal... I think. But Dylan where's you dissapear to? ::tear tear:: I never get to see him anymore. Well, I gotta go now. Call me if you want to. Especially if your a certain person named Dylan.
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Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
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Otay so I dont know how much I'll be on from tonight until next monday. My doctors finally approved me going to Disney for my choir concert/competition thingy ma boober. I dunno if the hotel we're staying in has internet acess, if it does I'll try and get on some. Chao!
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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
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Hey there one and all. Marco here, I'm going out of my mind in this house. I need to get out of here as soon as I can. Being here... I dunno it's just like I'm sentenced to death. I fell like I'm not myslef anymore, almost like I'm drowning in luke warm water. I need someone to save me please. I haven't seen Dylan in for ever and I miss him sooo much. WIll my knight in shining armor come and save me?
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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
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| Subject: | Meh |
| Time: | Wednesday
November 2nd, 2005 |
| Mood: | blah. |
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I hate being sick! Gah I've been stuck at home since friday and it sucks!!!!! I'm so bored and it doesn't help that my dad's being all uptight about everything. I ended up telling my parents over the weekend that I'm hopefully moving out. Everything else is kinda a blur, and very loud and scary blur. I'll be back in school tomorow though! I was going to be back today, but my ma just wanted to make sure I'm not sick anymore. ::sighs:: She still treats me like a baby.
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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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w00t My dad got me internet connection in my room. Thank god, I wont have to go insane here. So I should be able to be on some. Hopefully I'll be home by the end of this week.
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Monday, October 31st, 2005
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Well happy Halloween everyone! I got one question do you guys think we're too old to go trick or treating? I dont want to be the only person going tonight XD. ::sighs:: Well sorry to those who I had plans with this weekend. Things are home are getting ummmm interesting to say the least. I really need to get out of there soon. Meh someone save me please!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, October 27th, 2005
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So most of you know about how earlier on this year my dad was kinda freaking out about me being gay. Blah blah blah my family has since then moved on. Or so I thought. I found out that my dad still doesn't like me being gay, after over hearing an argument he was having with my ma. SO all this time the both of them have been lying to me. Wow what great parents. So I'm going to try to move out. I've been stressing out about it for about a week now. Tying to figure out what my options are. I couldn't move in with family 'cause they're way too far away, and I want to try and stay at Degrassi. So I started looking at apartments and they're all way too expensive. So my last resort is asking Dylan. I hope he says yes. I dont think I could stand living here much longer. I hope Dylan says yes, Paige says he'll like the idea. ^^
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| Subject: | hi |
| Time: | Thursday
October 27th, 2005 |
| Mood: |  lazy. |
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So I've been listening to alot of disney music lately. I have no clue why. I've just been wicked bored. I've fallen in love with "Can You Feel the Love Tonight" it's really sweet. I like the movie version better than the Broadway version of it. I think the lyrics have more meaning in the one from the movie.
There's a calm surrender
To the rush of day
When the heat of the rolling world
Can be turned away
An enchanted moment
And it sees me through
It's enough for this restless warrior
Just to be with you
(Chorus)
And can you feel the love tonight?
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest?
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best
There's a time for everyone
If they only learn
That the twisting kaleidoscope
Moves us all in turn
There's a rhyme and reason
To the wild outdoors
When the heart of this star-crossed voyager
Beats in time with yours
(Chorus)
And can you feel the love tonight?
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest?
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best
Wow I'm such a geek but hey you cant hate a classic!
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Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
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I feel alot better today. School went great and after school went even better. I talked to Dylan today and I got to visit him too!!!!!!!! It was awsome to see him again. I didn't think I missed him so much. But we just layed on his bed and talked. That was really nice. Then there was alot of making out. OMG I missed that so much. There was no sex but hey I love him so much. I'd be lost without him. But on the sex thing, I'm not even sure if I'm ready for that, I mean yea it sounds like it'd be fun ((wow did I just say that sex sounds like fun)) but eh... I dunno I'm just nervous about it. Am I the only virgin in Degrassi?!?! ::sighs:: XD I feel like a prude.
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Monday, October 24th, 2005
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I feel like crap today o_o. I feel asleep in like all of my classes and now I dont remeber what my homework is. I cam home straight from school and just slept. Which was nice but now I feel worse. I think I'm coming down with something, which would so not be cool. 'Cause that would meen missing school then doing makeup work. I detest aving to catch up in school work 'cause you were sick. Gah save me! >_<;;;;;;;;
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